DI SINI...tempat mayat lelaki yang dikerat enam ditemui.
ehsan dr : METRO
dr penyanyi ke pembunuh.
kt mane ek anak2 dia skrg…
hurmm…
[entri d’tulis dgn muke sembab + air mate meleleh…T___T]
Salam n haluu sume…
xtaw nk mulekn cm mne.
tp..ati ni sebak t’sngt2..dh penat pendam.
letihh sudahh….nk wat cm mne???
Tuhan dh tntnukan ujian ni utk diri aq.
aq kene trime no matter what happen pon.
k la..
mybe rmai tertnyee ape hal sbnarnyer kn??
kalo korg ade bace entri2 yg lepas,
msti korg leh pick-up ape yg aq mksudkn.
hmm..
cm ni la..
sbnarnyer aq nk share ngan korg cm mne aq bole break-up dgn bf aq skrg.
bkn sbb org-3,
bkn sbb isu curang,
atau pape pon.
cume die ckp die xkenal sape aq lg..
n aq pon dh xkenal die lg.
ari ni genap 3 tahun, 2 minggu, 5 hari aq dgn die..
tp nk wat cm mne kn??
kenangan, kasih syg,rindu, benci tu sume dh jd debu2 berterbangan dh.
aq bkn lg pujaan ati die..
aq just sorg teman yg pernah istimewa dlm ati die.
luka kt hati ni mkin hari mkin berdarah.
aq xleh tdo mlm.
kalo tdo pon, kjap2..
mkn pon dh xlalu.
selera terbantut.
bile tgk muke mama, aq jd lbey sdey.
sbb andai die tahu anak die ni suffering.
kompem die susah ati.
sbb tu…
aq terpkse jd hipokrit.
dpn family ngan kwn2..
aq have to be happy go lucky.
tp bler aq sorg2…
aq la LOSER yg lemah dan bengong!!!
btw,
kteorg still contact each other..
still call the same name..
bile aq menanges…die mesti ckp…
” i msih syg kn u , ati i msih u“
BUT what for ???
die s’olah cm nk tmbhkn derita aq ni.
die msih cube nk bg aq harapan kosong!!!
aq feddduuuupppp!!!
aq terpkse telan dan kunyah sume ni.
aq hamekk sume sdey, saket aq ni!
tp DIa!!!
mcm xrase pape!!
die ckp bnde ni just temporary..
tp die layan aq cm aq ni bkn utk die lg!!!!
aq CONFIUS!!!
bler aq tnye soalan..
die lbey suke diam n diam n diam..
aq berharap2 sngt die dpt rase luke yg aq rase ni!!
entah la…
aq xtaw nk wat cm mne lg.
now, aq just berserah pada Tuhan yg Esa.
Ya ALLAH,
kalo benar dia bkn utk hamba mu ini
lenyapkn la dia dr pndangan hamba mu ini.
lenyapkn la keperitan yg ku tanggungi.
jika mmg benar dia di cipta utk ku,
tnjukkan la hamba mu ini jalan yg benar.
amin.
p/s: entri ni bkn utk nk dpt kn cheap publisiti.
its just what i feel actually.
tenkz.
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